The Demon Within

 

 

I left it all behind, my home and my son,
Thinking I could outrun my misery and the pain,
I followed my heart and left it all behind,
Hoping to start a new life, far away.

But as I crossed the ocean, and settled in a new land,
I realized that my suffering was still with me,
It had followed me across the sea,
And I had only compounded it by my choices.

I thought I could escape my demon,
But it was always there, lurking in the shadows,
I had left my responsibilities and my son behind,
But I couldn't escape myself and my own pain.

Now, I am lost and alone,
Feeling the weight of my guilt and regret,
I thought I could find happiness in a new land,
But I was wrong, and now I am paying the price.

I wish I could go back and make it right,
But it's too late, the damage is done,
I have left my responsibilities and my son behind,
And now I must face the consequences of my actions.



The darkness consumes me, it's all I can see,
An endless abyss, a never-ending misery,
I try to fight it, but it's too strong,
It drags me down, and I can't hold on.

My thoughts are tangled, my mind is a mess,
I can't find peace, I can't find rest,
I try to run, but it's always there,
This pain and suffering, it's beyond repair.

I thought I could escape it, start anew,
Leave my old life and all I knew,
But it followed me, across the sea,
This pain and suffering, it's a part of me.

I left my home, my son, my life,
Thinking I could find happiness and end the strife,
But I was wrong, I was naive,
This pain and suffering, I can't deceive.

It's always with me, a constant companion,
Dragging me down, no matter where I run,
I thought I could escape it, start anew,
But this pain and suffering, it's a part of me, it's true.