Monday, December 26, 2022

A Love I'm sure Exists

 

 

The moment they laid eyes on each other, they felt a spark that they had never experienced before. It was as if their souls had been searching for each other for an eternity, and they finally found what they had been missing. They were both overwhelmed with emotions, and they knew that they were meant to be together.

They spent every moment they could together, getting to know each other and falling deeper in love. They were both fiercely independent, but they always made sure to put each other first. They were there for each other through thick and thin, and they knew that they had found their soulmate.

As the years passed, their love grew stronger and more intense. They were each other's rock, and they knew that they could always rely on each other. They were passionate about each other, and they were constantly finding ways to show their love and appreciation for each other.

One night, as they lay in bed together, they both knew that they were ready to take the next step in their relationship. They had both put in the effort and chosen each other every day, and now it was time to make it official. They exchanged vows and committed their lives to each other, promising to always put in the effort to make their love strong and lasting.

As they grew old together, they looked back on their journey and knew that they had made the right choice. They had put in the effort and chosen each other every day, and it had paid off in the most amazing way. They were deeply in love, and they knew that they would always be there for each other, no matter what. Their love had stood the test of time, and it only grew stronger with each passing day. They were grateful for every moment they had together, and they knew that they had found true love that would last a lifetime.

My Heart is Yours

 

My heart is yours, my love, and yours alone,
No other can hope to make me feel so strong,
For with you I am happy and not prone,
To sadness and misery that last so long.

Your beauty, grace and complex soul,
Bring a joy to my life so unique,
And in my heart, all I can do is speak,
Of the love that I feel for you a-whole.

Your love is like a beacon in the night,
It guides me through the darkness of despair,
And no matter how hard I strive to fight,
The glorious light of your love is ever there.

My love for you will never ever die,
And with it I hope that you will never cry.
So I'll love you forever, until the day I die,
And in my heart, you'll always be mine.




Roses are red, violets are blue,
My love for you is ever so true.
Your eyes, your lips, your hair, your skin,
My heart, it beats, it's in a spin.

Your smile, so sweet, your laugh, so light,
Your touch, it sets ablaze my night.
Your voice, so soft, your words, so kind,
It's love that I feel, of this I'm sure in my mind.

Your beauty, my love, so sweet and pure,
It's you that I adore and that I'm so sure.
Your love it is the greatest gift,
It's you that I'll always love and never drift.

My love for you is like the shining sun
That casts its light upon the tender grass.
It warms me with its gentle rays of love
And fills my heart with joy that will not pass.

My love for you is like the fragrant rose
That blooms so sweetly in the summer air,
It makes me smile each time I see its grace
And brings me peace when I am filled with care.

My love for you is like a gentle dove
That spreads its wings and soars with hope and grace.
It lifts me up and carries me away
To places where there's nothing but your face.

My love for you is like a never-ending song
That plays in my heart and never fades away.
It fills me with a joy that will remain
Forever in my heart until my dying day.

Life and or Death, that Poem

 

Life, oh life, a precious gift
So full of wonder, pain, and joy
But what is the purpose, we must sift
Through the tapestry of this great ploy

Is it to love and be loved in return
To find success and climb to great heights
To leave a mark and make a discern
Or is it simply to live, in each moment's delights

The morning sun, a warm embrace
The scent of flowers, a sweet delight
The sound of laughter, a joyful trace
All these things, a reason to ignite

The taste of food, a pure delight
The touch of a loved one, a soothing balm
The sight of beauty, a breathtaking sight
All these things, a reason to calm

But with life comes death, a truth we must accept
A reminder of our own mortality
Yet it's in the face of death, we find life's depth
And the beauty of it all, a clarity

So what is the purpose, the great design
Is it for us to simply exist
Or to seek out, a deeper divine
To live a life, we can't resist

Perhaps the purpose of life is different for all
A unique journey, for each of us to roam
But one thing is certain, through it all
Life means more than death, and that's our home.

The Demon Within

 

 

I left it all behind, my home and my son,
Thinking I could outrun my misery and the pain,
I followed my heart and left it all behind,
Hoping to start a new life, far away.

But as I crossed the ocean, and settled in a new land,
I realized that my suffering was still with me,
It had followed me across the sea,
And I had only compounded it by my choices.

I thought I could escape my demon,
But it was always there, lurking in the shadows,
I had left my responsibilities and my son behind,
But I couldn't escape myself and my own pain.

Now, I am lost and alone,
Feeling the weight of my guilt and regret,
I thought I could find happiness in a new land,
But I was wrong, and now I am paying the price.

I wish I could go back and make it right,
But it's too late, the damage is done,
I have left my responsibilities and my son behind,
And now I must face the consequences of my actions.



The darkness consumes me, it's all I can see,
An endless abyss, a never-ending misery,
I try to fight it, but it's too strong,
It drags me down, and I can't hold on.

My thoughts are tangled, my mind is a mess,
I can't find peace, I can't find rest,
I try to run, but it's always there,
This pain and suffering, it's beyond repair.

I thought I could escape it, start anew,
Leave my old life and all I knew,
But it followed me, across the sea,
This pain and suffering, it's a part of me.

I left my home, my son, my life,
Thinking I could find happiness and end the strife,
But I was wrong, I was naive,
This pain and suffering, I can't deceive.

It's always with me, a constant companion,
Dragging me down, no matter where I run,
I thought I could escape it, start anew,
But this pain and suffering, it's a part of me, it's true.
 

Sunday, December 25, 2022

Constant Battle to Survive

 

I am at the end, the final curtain call
My life's journey has led me to this point
A moment of reckoning, a time to let go
To release the pain and turmoil that has consumed me

I have lived a life full of struggle and strife
Battling demons, both within and without
I have fought and fought, but now I am tired
Exhausted by the constant battle to survive

I have lost so much along the way
Love, hope, and happiness have all slipped through my grasp
I am a shadow of who I once was, a shell of a man
Drained of energy, robbed of my joy and vitality

And yet, as I stand on the brink of eternity
I feel a sense of peace wash over me
I am ready to let go, to find rest in the great unknown
To lay my head down and close my eyes forever

I am not afraid of what lies ahead
For I know that death brings an end to suffering
I long for the peace and tranquility of the grave
To be free of the pain and turmoil of this world

So I take my final breath and bid farewell
To the life I once knew and all that it held
I close my eyes and let go, embracing the sweet release
Of eternal peace and rest at last

A Sick Xmas Day Poem

 

As I lay here all alone
On this Christmas day
My body wracked with pain
In bed I must stay

The tree stands tall and bright
But it brings me no cheer
As I lie here in the dark
Wiping away my tears

I long for the warmth
Of loved ones by my side
But they are far away
And I am left to hide

The cough that shakes my chest
The fever that burns my skin
I try to fight it off
But it just won't give in

The silence of the house
Is deafening in my ears
As I lay here, sick and tired
Wishing for a different year

I try to find some joy
In the holiday season
But all I feel is sadness
And a sense of trepidation

I wish I could be with those
Whom I hold dear
But instead I'm stuck here
Feeling alone and queer

So I'll just close my eyes
And try to rest a while
Hoping that tomorrow brings
A brighter, healthier mile

Lost In Each Other

 

The fire in the fireplace crackles and pops, casting a warm glow throughout the room. I am wrapped in a soft, fluffy blanket, feeling the gentle heat of the fire on my skin.

My partner enters the room, carrying a tray of hot cocoa and cookies. They set it down on the nightstand and crawl into bed with me, wrapping their strong arms around my waist and pulling me close.

As we sip on our cocoa and nibble on the cookies, we talk about our hopes and dreams for the future. The conversation is easy and intimate, and I feel completely at ease with this person by my side.

As the night wears on, we begin to get lost in each other. Our kisses become more passionate and our touches more sensual. I feel my body respond to their touch, a heat building within me that I can't ignore.

I let myself be swept away in the moment, giving in to the sensations that wash over me. I feel alive and loved, and nothing else matters in this moment but the two of us.

As the fire burns low and the night draws to a close, we curl up together, satisfied and content. I drift off to sleep, dreaming of more romantic and sensual adventures with my partner by my side.


In my dreams, the sensual and romantic adventure with my partner continues. We explore each other's bodies, discovering new heights of pleasure and intimacy.

As we lay tangled up in the sheets, I can't help but feel grateful for this person by my side. They make me feel loved, desired, and completely alive.

As the sun starts to rise, I know that it's time to wake up from this dream. But the memories of our passionate night together linger with me, bringing a smile to my face and a warmth to my heart.

I open my eyes and find myself back in my own bed, still wrapped in the fluffy blanket. But the feeling of love and connection that I experienced in my dream stays with me, reminding me of the magic of Christmas and the power of true love. The end

A Love I'm sure Exists

    The moment they laid eyes on each other, they felt a spark that they had never experienced before. It was as if their souls had been sea...